Hard words to write, To my dearest friend, we met through work and clicked , great memories and laughs , we laughed like teenagers, we argued , but made up , That's what mates do. Some stories can be told but some can't , but if you know , you know lol. I'm guessing you knew that I looked up to you, and respected you. I'm numbed by all this , but your not in pain now , I'm sad that we couldn't have catch up over a coffee because of the situation and it's a long time since the last one. I will be there for your send off, nothing would of stopped that, But don't you dare laugh at me if I cry as I know you would do the same for me. Sleep tight POPS x .